Hypocrisy is when you say you want the world to be a better place, that you want change,
Yet you turn away from the sight of an old beggar on the streets.
Unique Invitation idea? HELP.
Yesterday our class was given a challenging assignment: [This is a Design Class]
We are to design an invitation, double sided.
The challenge part was to think of an unusual event for the invitation to be based on-
Not a normal Party, wedding, or show of some sort.
But something creative and surprising.
I am really drawing a blank here,
Any Ideas?
Eating my way into a diet
The Canon-Cup Tomer bought me for my birthday <3
For the past month I’ve been trying to get into a healthy routine,Eating healthier foods, working out, building my way into fitness [again]
2 years ago I was working my ass off at a gym with a personal trainer for a year, looked good 
BUT-Then I moved to the city, left the gym, and.. well- got fatter again.
Now I’m not saying i’m overweight, i’m not saying i’m big,I know that society conciser me thin-
When I talk about myself and say “fat” its because I don’t like the way I look, And I want to get fitter. Don’t take it the wrong way, i’m not looking to starve myself or becoming bulimic.
Its about a healthy life style. And a great body.
My number 1 motivator is Tomer, we have been working out together, and he is all about healthier meals, as long as there is meat in them.
My second biggest motivator is an amazing app I’ve purchased [which is also available in a free version] - Noom Weight Loss Coach
It really is motivating and fun to use. Plus I just love messing around with great apps.
So, here is my progress so far
Proud of myself.
The 5 Stages of Loss and Grief
I’ve heard a lot about the stages a person goes through while dealing with loss, I myself Have found them very helpful. To know that I am not over reacting. And that It is common.
Stage No.1
Denial and Isolation
At first I was sure what I’ve seen was a practical joke,
I was certain of it.
It couldn’t have been right.
He was so young, so happy, so full of life.
And a Heart attach just seemed out of reach, made up.
I would not take it for the truth.
Stage No.2
Anger
I’m not sure if my way of this stage was actual anger towards someone,
more like anger towards the universe.
I am angry that something like this can happen,
I am angry that life is not fair,
And I am mostly angry that he was too good to leave so early.
And I am angry that it is not some kind of twisted practical joke. I wish it was.
This is as far as I got, I am still angry, I cant understand how this could have happened.
Best way I help myself for not sinking in the thoughts and helplessness is writing about it,
Maybe that way I can find my way to Acceptance. Which will be the 5th and final stage.
May you rest in peace , Yanai.
February 1st, 2013, this world has lost an amazing soul.
Yanai Habber Tzahor [R.I.P, z"l] passed away.
And even for me – That was not your best friend, and probably didn’t even knew you all that well, even for me losing you hurts.
I have no words to describe him, He was amazing. Always happy, Always smiling, like there’s nothing wrong with this world.
Yanai was that guy that would always put a smile upon your face, no matter what, He was that guy that you loved hanging out with.
I’ve spent many hours with Yanai and Hadas at the bar, 99% of those hours we spent laughing.
I think the hardest thought of all is that I will never see him again, His smile and laughter, The guy that I was so used to seeing each and every time I went to the bar.
And to you Hadas, I wish you will recover fast, and that you’ll be ok, God knows I wish I could help you, And I can not imagine what you are going through. you have to remember that we all loved him, and we all love you, and we are all here for you, for what ever you need.
It is Hard to watch life continues. It hurts to think.
You will always be loved and remembered.
Jack Daniel’s Music.
For the last month Tomer [ my lovely boyfriend ] has been working his ass off producing a tribute show for Papa Roach & 3 Days grace, with the sponsorship of Jack Daniels.
Once in a while, A friend of ours decides to produce a show, whether its his own, or a tribute show.
Either way, its a lot of work for Tomer, who’s in charge of the musicians, and that means, well, everything.
So on those productions, I try to be as helpful as I can, So he will be less stressed.
The hard [ly] working musicians have been practicing over a month, each and every rehearsal I was there, documenting in photographs.
Here are some of my favorites:
And a Few more
All photos taken by me
All photos Edited by Tomer
Well that’s it, The show is today,
I have a long day ahead of me.
And I’m tired.
I’m off now!
Ginger
Jewelry Joy
Its always fun having things you’ve ordered arrive, especially jewelry , because, well, it doesn’t have to fit perfectly and you probably wont get disappointed.
What I love most about internet shopping, is that it reminds me of when I was younger, and I scrolled around sites, just “Screen shopping” [its my new thing for "Window shopping"], and now I can buy them, and not be depressed that I can not.
Anyways, I ordreded from StyleRiver
[This is an Israeli website, I don,t even know if they ship outside of Israel].
I must admit usually I order from Asos.
Either way, I must say it came in a pretty little package, Really beautiful, 10 points on that
Now, This bracelet was why I ordered anything in the first place, It looked so glamorous.
BUT. and that usually happens with bracelets, the top side is too heavy, so it keeps flipping around. ho well.
I had to buy this necklace, I wanted it for a while now, it’s plastic, as it turns out, but still shiny =]
Now this. This is beauty. I love this color [looks better real]
That’s It! Just 3 Jewelry, and it made me happy.
